There are moments when it all goes dark and there is nothing that I can see. What I thought I understood makes no sense to me.
The explanations of the world are commonplace and meaningless. What is left of self is eaten away from the inside-out.
Devoured for no other purpose, other than self indulgent consumption. Love is tossed around like a cheap pair of shoes.
Relationship is a word that has been emptied of meaning. And purpose that was once certain is now left looking for a friend.
We are forever hungry, even though we eat all the time. Never seeing, because the truth we don’t want to admit is that we are blind.
I have no idea where to go or what to do. I am alone in the middle of nowhere and I am not even sure that I really exist.